Close the mandir today and tell everyone I
have gone out. Guru ji told my mother and I. Sukhi aunty you distribute the
parshad on my behalf and after everyone has gone come we closed the temple and
told everyone that guruji had gone out. We distributed the parshad from the
gate to the sangat as and when they came. Some accepted his orders, took
parshad and went back.
Some questioned us about his whereabouts
while some got angry with us and never took the parshad. As we finished and
went in, guruji told us exactly what had happened at the gate. He named the
people who did not accept the parshad that day.
Do the same thing tomorrow said guruji. As
instructed stood at the gate the next day to distribute the parshad. Again the
same people questioned us and got angry with us, some accused us of telling
lies some quietly. After we finished and went in, Guruji again gave us the
details of what had happened. Guruji what was the reason behind this.
I asked Jis tarhan tusi koi cheez nu
khreedan to pehla test karde ho, main bhi chela banan to pehla test karda haan.
Ahankaar rab di raah te chalan nai denda. Kade bhi apne guru nu discuss na
kareya karo te hamesha us di gal maneya karo Just as you test people before I make
them my disciples.
He then said ego is the is the biggest deterrent on the path of spirituality.Never
question the Guru ji orders and never try to probe about your guru.